Just Keep Swimming

ugh.

As far as blogging is concerned I am an epic failure. 

I ALWAYS forget!

(like I mentioned in an earlier post, I really hope this isn't an indication of how I will be as a parent.)

I've never been good at keeping up with a journal 

which is pretty much what this is seeing as how I only have one follower (Aunt Kristy) whom I am sure doesn't read my posts.

I realize how.... what's the word.... woe is me??... that sounded, but don't get me wrong I don't mind having only one follower.

 It means I can put anything I want up here without worrying about offending someone.

 Heck. 

I could totally just bash someone and they would NEVER KNOW IT.

But-

I'm just shooting in the dark here by assuming someone is reading this-

those that know me know I would NEVER risk hurting someone's feelings. 

Its just not how I roll.

Wow. Talk about a rabbit trail.

The point I was TRYING to make is this:

Its nice to know that no one is reading because I look back over some of these posts and think to myself 

"Wow that's embarrassing that I felt obligated to share these thought with the world thinking people would honestly give a rip about the seemingly unimportant things going on in my life."

but its also cool to look back over them and go 

"Oh my gosh! I totally remember that!!"

and then proceed to laugh at my memories that would have been forgotten had I not posted them in a blog.

Therefore, I will continue blogging at random intervals,

(since God knows I am not committed enough to keep up with it regularly)

which will allow me to express my thoughts and happenings and one day look back and remember them.

Ugh.

I have so much stuff to blog about.

......................................................................................

I'll just do it tomorrow. 

Procrastination has struck again.