As sudden as the onset of winter...

So I'm officially a SENIOR

How crazy is that?

High school started on August 12th, 

but College classes began on the 11th.

I am SO IN LOVE with college classes!

I mean I love having no choice but to be responsible.

It leaves me no room to be lazy,

yet it does leave me plenty of room to grow.

I can't wait to graduate high school and become a full time college student.

The only problem is that I have NO CLUE where I'm going to go.

It's. stressing. me. out.

Not only that, but I'm such a procrastinator, 

and I'm TERRIFIED that I'll miss important deadlines and not get scholarships.

Heck, I don't even know what scholarships to apply for.

"I've always had all the answers 

now I don't have a clue."

It's so infuriating. 

That's the one thing I hate about the whole growing up thing. 

While I'm in the shelter of High School I feel like I've got control of everything,

but outside of it, where all these choices that affect my future have to be made....

I feel powerless. 

Like one wrong move, or one irresponsible choice and my future is wrecked.

Is it like that for everyone?

Or am I just weird??

anyway.

I'm very pleased with my school schedule.

I have a night class for College algebra on Tuesday's from 5:30-8.

I don't have to be at the high school till 10

but on Monday's, Wednesday's, and Friday's I have a Freshman Composition class 

from 9-9:50 at the college. 

I get to the school at 10 (which is 3rd period) in time for Spanish 2.

then 4th period is Choir.

Then Lunch.

Then 5th period English 4.

After that I get to go HOME!

How awesome is that?!

Only 3 hours at the high school.

I'm hoping to start getting more hours at work now that I have more time away from school.

This week has been pretty amazing. 

School has gone great so far.

Work is still enjoyable (most of the time ;))

and I don't have to compromise going to church because of work because my boss is amazing and is letting me have the time off to go to church.

Speaking of which!

One of my new friends, Gary, got saved at church this Wednesday!! 

It's incredible!

I'm so proud of him.

I'm really looking forward to what senior year has in store for me.